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A year ago last night, we had an amazing time. And a year ago tonight, we did something very special. It involved hooks. No, there were no fish involved. I tried to live up to everything I promised that night. With the drums in the background. We looked around us and noticed how fortunate we were to be hooked to each other. Yes, admittedly I made some errors since then, however none were intentional. I simply had somethings to be made aware of and correct. And I truly believe most of that has been taken care of.
You... u... also made some errors. Big ones. And the last one, very big and seemingly very intentional. It is my hope that you will send an apology letter to APD and send me a copy. You are bad at making assumptions. Really bad. You are very god at many other things, really good.
What is was your posting. It was the right thing to do, and you did it. But as often... you did not follow through with it. This is not an insult. It simply is.
Today will be very difficult to live through. I am so attached to the bonding and the promises we have made. But no, your last behaviors aren't acceptable in any shape or form. They were uned for. Undeserved.
Got thinking about the p issue recently. Wrote down everything we did in that regard; the purpose, the location, execution... Yes, I clearly watched out for your happiness more than mine. Evidence lies in the past.
I am moving forward sane and strong. And you aren't where you want need to be, on my side. I suppose this is how people jump from marriage to marriage. From one lifetime vow to another lifetime vow. I wouldn't know. Wasn't raised with that mentality. You know it well. Been through it four times, and counting.
As you said so well, we had what everyone looked for all their lives. And we found it. And as I said, we do better when we are together. When you lead, see how things go... When I lead, see the results of "it is not a matter of if, it is a matter of how".
Today will be very difficult to live through. Especially the evening hours. Tomorrow will also be very difficult. And so will be the rest of the year, and possibly longer. Time heals, they say. Quite the contrary; time scars, time plants land mines, time does not heal. It never has. It never will.
~T~